I guess I'll stop spamming this place with my rants. I made a Xanga account.

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Working on the layout and such but feel free to subscribe if you actually like listening to my stupid rants.


Love ya guys.

Bleg, I feel like ranting over nothing.

So my English teacher decided to like...give us a big essay and reading to do. I'm not happy about that. ): I hate working hard. I'm lazy. Which is bad, but it's a fact I kinda have to accept because my mind will never change. (Ya I know what you're going to say.)

Anyway...My grades are OK so far but I'm already in a bit of trouble. Which pisses me off Why can't I just get good grades? Uhg iunno maybe I keep missing homework without realizing it. That's usually the case. -sigh- i want to just choke myself because of it.

I have this weird phobia now....I'm not sure if it really IS a phobia but I am afraid of being mentally retarded o_O even though I'm pretty sure my IQ is above that of a retarded persons.

Ya...Iunno what's up with that....


v_____V I wish I could like...just loose weight. Dieting is hard and I have pretty much quit trying. I have no way to keep track of my weight because my dad refuses to buy us a scale. So I cannot tell if I am gaining or loosing weight. Which is bad because I could be gaining w/o knowing.

Uhg.
Yeah I've pretty much pissed myself off writing this but whatever. I know I should stop bitching about my personal problems but I just don't care anymore.

...I think I might get a livejournal/xanga to stop spamming my DA

I hate how I get really paranoid over the stupidest things. Lwl v-v;

Today has been ok, besides the first few hours of it. I was watching something on the History channel about how Mammoths went extinct in the America's this morning, and my dad was getting ready for church, putting his shoes on. And he's all; "You know, you should come to church with us." (Us referring to himself and his GF) I shook my head, "No thanks" "Well, why not?" "Because I don't want to go." He then looked at what I was watching and called me a bigot ( I don't remember every detail. ) I replied, "Well, if being logical is bigoted, then ya, I guess I AM a bigot." He got pissed off at my reply, almost shouting "I should have made you go to church when you were younger!" And, at this point I was snickering; "What? To brainwash me?" And then he threatened "I should MAKE you go to church." I basically told him "Try me." He got more pissed and walked off to throw a fit.

So I ask you; was I in the wrong to defend my beliefs (Or, lack there of,) from my father? Is it really that bigoted to believe the earth is 13.4billion years old, and that I won't accept his 'truth' that it's only around 6,000? Can I ignore all the scientists, teachers, and MOST common people, and say it IS only 6,000 years old?

No. I can't, because there is too much evidence saying otherwise, and too many things being proven wrong in the Bible for me to believe in it, or their Yahweh.

Sorry dad, you loose. You've raised an atheist. And I'm glad you did....


Anyway; the rest of the day I hung out with my friends Courtny, Kyle and my sis. It was fun, quite fun actually. SO all in all I've had a decent day, and after this rant, even better!

PEACE!

I think my last deviation was me on an extremely bad mood. I feel a lot better now, but I'm sore all over.

I made a fool of myself trying to jump over a pole fence thing, and fell flat on my face. It hurt and I injured my ribs, arms and legs. v.v owwie.

It hurts to move my right arm. I am a bit worried about this, but I think I'll be OK.



I was too stubborn to take any asprin, so Tiffi, my girlfriend got a little mad. XD Because I kept complaining lol. Serves me right for being a dumbass, I guess.

I'm looking into buying anew cello. Like, $1750 cello, if I get the one I want. I will seriously cry of happiness if I do. It's so amazing, it's sound is harmonious and melodic at the same time. n.n

Omg that makes me happy. >_> But...it's not likely I'll be able to get it....


In other news i'm starting on 3D rendering and stuff, I got a good program that leaves me in awe every time I use it. XD I hope I can get good at it one day and actually make 3Ds of my characters. >_> That would be amazing.


Tomorrow is the start of a new semester. I'm going to do my best, study, and stuff...


~Out.

I'm still alive, I guess I've been doin' OK recently; besides my art block. I can doodle things but I have no interest in doing mouse artwork anymore.

I'm failing most of my classes; goody. But I'm seriously going to shove my ass into gear and ace this next semester.


I guess that's about it...


Not much to say then.

Out!